Hello folks....sorry been down for the count with a really sick, clingy, cranky baby who is finally on the mend and in the meantime managed to get mommy sick as well....hoping to be able to enjoy the weather perking up sometime this week. We had a teaser the other day at 60 but back into the 40's as of now. Thinking of Spring, warmer weather and things to do, outside, I also began to think of jotting down a bucket list. Dos that sounds odd? I thought seeing it down on paper might make me want to complete some of them sooner or just remind myself of them. Things such as going for walks more often...hence getting some exercise as well. Enjoying more things I like, as in the museum, Aquarium, stuff of that sort. Also getting back into my reading...one of my first loves. And I'll share with you a secret..I've always wanted to write a book of my own, and still do. Of course I dont really have an idea on what or how to the hell to start and if I do finish something how to go about publishing it...and the BIG question..am I being ridiculous thinking I might even ever be able to accomplish that!? With being out of work I think about it more and more...I have the time, kinda considering my infant, now 12 mos old so considered a toddler, takes up majority of my time...but if I really wanted to do it I'd find time, right? SO much to consider....it kinda feels like a little girls big dream...not that I cant dream its what if I cant make that dream a reality..thats scary and I'm not getting any younger..what the hell am I waiting for right...but then I think should I write under a pen name or just be myself..question, questions...well off to think..thanks for reading and hopefully someone will bless me with their input..